The Bitter Taste of Success
Many events of the past week have had my head working overtime. My blog got the big dump from wordpress.com, and during the course of it I was trying to scape up what ever bits and pieces I could.
I had done a lot of research and writing and dumping of feelings on all sorts of things. I hadn’t really looked through my old posts before, and kind of took for granted that they would just be there. I got a little too brave on the free blogging platform.
On the positive side of things, I was forced to do something I had been putting off for a long time – being setting up sites on my own paid server. I’ve had this piece of virtual real estate and it is like empty land that has just been sitting there. I’m finally forced to really make use of it, and that is a good thing.
In the process of having to pick up the pieces I have been reminded of how much it took to get to where I am now. I thought I was successful when I found a diet that worked and worked so fast. I thought I was successful when I made many sales during the release of the Womans World Magazine. There were other things I had planned as well that should things have not panned out as they did would have felt like a success.
Looking back at the silly stupid mistakes I’ve added on since I found out the truth about Kimkins I’m re-evaluating my definition of success.
I unintentionally took a step back today (code for got nothing done) and I had to think about my former blog posts. Did I really want to rehash back through all of that? So many depressing things going on. Feeling like I’d be putting up pictures on the wall of the time I took a vacation at a torture chamber. Do I want those memories?
And while I had been putting the past in the past, now it was back staring me in the face. It is my past from the past 6 months (and a year total if you count when I started the plan behind the plan). Was any of it really helping anyone besides myself? What is the point unless it really is useful information.
I covered some other scams, such as 1on40, my-data-team, not sure if this is really a scam yet but also slash my search, and the exposure of companies involved in the Kimkins scandal and how some were cooperative and some were not. Will rehashing this information help anyone other than myself?
I have to say it will. But is this just my ego talking? I really need to hear from all of you. Do I bother offering that information back up again? Does anyone really care? Or am I just scamming myself? All of the success I have had with Kimkins seems to leave a very bitter taste in my mouth.
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3 Comments on The Bitter Taste of Success
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2BIG on
Tue, 22nd Apr 2008 12:07 am
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mariasol on
Tue, 22nd Apr 2008 1:26 am
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MJR on
Wed, 30th Apr 2008 12:26 pm
up pit it back up the walk down memory lane might help another member of the kimpire seek freedom elsewhere so be the butterfly wings flapping in the blogging world that causes the 404 hurricane on Kimkins.com
I say put them up. I have been thinking about re-cycling some of my old posts as well, or doing recaps of posts on Kimkins Exposed or other blogs. We have new people coming in all the time and they don’t go back to older posts on the blogs. A lot of good stuff has been written in this saga.
You’re not wasting your time. People need to see how KK harmed it’s members. Newbies wander in all the time – asking questions and not believing what they are told. We need your history and experience in this mess. Thanks for all you have done.
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